Sch has ended. finally... its been one heck of a long "season". its like michael jordan coming back after his 3 yr break. yeah tats how it felt like.. my first semester of sch since army. stupid damn army has totally rotted my beautiful sexy mind.
today was the damn last paper. which to me was THE(pronounced "Deee") ultimate killer. i tink even if i had worked my socks off, i would neva have gotten a good grade for it. so for those whos gonna take foundation maths anytime in the life good luck!
to tell u the truth, a little part of me actualli enjoyed mugging. yeah call me crazy but i tink theres something beautiful abt it. its something u cant experience the whole time. for me, for something to drive me so hard that it made me lose sleep, then tat something must be one heck of a something. i've neva been so motivated in my life before.haha
so what hav i enjoyed dis semester?? friendships. yeah. seriously. i've forgotten how beautiful friendship is. so i would like to thank everyone for being my frens. jackson, wei jian, jonathan, cheng yi, hariz, hafiz, nadiah, yan qin, diana, sharifah, billy and willy, zakiah and everyone who i er.. accidentally forgotten ur name. hee..
i noe many ppl dun tink much abt it. but i actualli treasure friendships alot. if i made a fren angry, seriously, i will b freaking sad abt it. funny huh? how dis big (sexY) guy could have such a soft heart. yea.. im sentimental :)
so what u guys gonna do huh dis holidays? of cos i'll be slacking at hm.. so if u're doing the same thing, call me out yeah? hee.. Well i would like to wish everyone a happy holidays and the best of december! like to also take this opportunity to wish a happy birthday to yan qin and a belated one for wei jian. may u guys stay young and smart =)
And i leave you guys with my favourite song of all time. Enjoy
"You And I Both"
Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me Oh things are gonna happen naturally Oh taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side And balancing the whole thing But often times those words get tangled up in lines And the bright lights turn to night Until the dawn it brings Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me
Cause you and I both loved What you and I spoke of And others just read of Others only read of the love, the love that I love.
See I'm all about them words Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words Hundreds of pages, pages, pages for words More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive
Cause you and I both loved What you and I spoke of And others just read of And if you could see me now, Oh love, no You and I, you and I Not so little you and I anymore, mmm... And with this silence brings a moral story More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy
Cause you and I both loved What you and I spoke of And others just read of And if you could see me now Well I'm almost finally out of I'm finally out of Finally deedeedeedee Well I'm almost finally, finally Well I'm free, oh, I'm free
And it's okay if you have to go away Oh just remember the telephone works both ways And if I never ever hear them ring If nothing else I'll think the bells inside Have finally found you someone else and that's okay Cause I'll remember everything you sang
Cause you and I both loved what you and I spoke of and others just read of and if you could see now well I'm almost finally out of. I'm finally out of, finally, deedeeededede well I'm almost finally, finally, out of words.
the great talib signed off at 6:29 PM
November 22, 2007
Just 2...
*rubs hands together* heh.. yeah! exams is coming to an end. to a close. to a finale. just two damn freaking heck of stupid discrete and foundation maths. grr.. its been a truly crazy week with logic design and java exams...thankfully, Alhamdulillah i could do and finish most of the questions. Thanks for the encouragement n prayers from friends. you guys are the best and especially to my study buddy! u rock!
and of cos i had to write sumting today.. u noe why? im sure u guys noe why. england lost. CRASHED after fate has given them a chance to redeem themselves. haha.. i jus cant help but laugh at their status (LOSSERS) :) i would like to say more but its 12 midnight and i cant think much so i'll get back to this topic once im sane.
aniways guess wat!??! i bought the new simpsons game for ps3. hell yeah.. haha.. i swore to myself i wouldnt buy it be4 exams end but shit lah.. to heck with exams. its simpsons. its ay caramba plus dohz. so far the game hasnt disappointed me at all.. the graphics are as good as the cartoon show and the moves..(imagine homer simpson burping contaminated breath and killing chocolate bunnies) yea.. its cool. lol. although i know my description sucks but try it for the fun factor. its freaking good.
yea i notice the cobwebs kel.. and to all others who had msg me.. haha.. y r u guys so interested in my blog aniway... its nothing interesting. wahaha.. nt tat i pen my personal thoughts although mayb i would lah one of these days. for now, i'll jus mug my way to the end of exams.. n i'll get back with a more constructive post. i promise :)
the great talib signed off at 11:32 PM
November 10, 2007
4 days to 1st paper
hei peeps. howssit goin. with exams round the corner, im like totally messed up man. so many things to study and i just cant get them to my head. not to mention that it took me quite a while to study. luckily for me first paper is econs which is sumting i SU-ed. cos i was goin thro a bit of logic design and foundation maths a few hrs ago n i was so freakingly stumped. PERIOD. i duno how the heck am i gonna get thro dis stupid 1st year 1st sem in uni.
of cos to top it all off, lotsa problems have been creeping in my personal life. thanks to those who have offered to listen. i know u guys meant well but im a very tight-lipped person. im the kind who well, would solve the problems sooner or later by myself. i dun like to burden people with my nonsense. i know i know. its unfair that u guys tell me ur problems and i dont. lets jus say im not ready to open up my problems with people. so i apologise again. i mus say im surprise that u guys cld see i was having problems. i always thought i could hide them well. oh well...
so yeah i'll end dis post with a good luck to all the peeps having exams. hope u fail n i pass. haha. nah im joking. hope we can do well for the coming exams and celebrate like crazy when 28nov comes. 17 days guys! 17 days to glory..
Note: btw i'll b studying at starbucks most likely for most of next week. so those who wants to clarify things with me(not that i may have the answers) or jus wan some company jus give me a text yea? most prob b in harbourfront, dhoby ghout or orchard. to those frens nt studying, drop by n say hi if you're around the area eh? :)
the great talib signed off at 6:14 PM
November 02, 2007
Good Advice From Kids
"Never trust a dog to watch your food." -Patrick, age 10
"When your dad is mad and asks you, 'Do I look stupid?' Don't answer." -Hannah,age 9
"Never tell your Mom her diet's not working." -Michael, age 14
"Stay away from prunes." -Randy, age 9
"Don't pull Dad's finger when he tells you to." -Emily, age 10
"When your Mom is mad at your dad, don't let her brush your hair." -Taylia, age 11
"Never let your three-year old brother in the same room as your school assignment." -Traci, age 14
"A puppy always has bad breath--even after eating a Tic-Tac." - Andrew, age 9
the great talib signed off at 8:32 PM
Kelly Clarkson - Sober
And I don't know This could break my heart or save me Nothing's real Until you let go completely So here I go with all my thoughts I've been saving So here I go with all my fears weighing on me
Three months and I'm still sober Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers But I know it's never really over
And I don't know I could crash and burn but maybe At the end of this road I might catch a glimpse of me So I won't worry about my timing, I want to get it right No comparing, second guessing, no not this time
Three months and I'm still breathing Been a long road since those hands I left my tears in but I know It's never really over, no
Wake up
Three months and I'm still standing here Three months and I'm getting better yeah Three months and I still am
Three months and it's still harder now Three months I've been living here without you now Three months yeah, three months
Three months and I'm still breathing Three months and I still remember it Three months and I wake up
Three months and I'm still sober Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers