Today a fren of mine, was telling me about how love scar-ed him/her (because i dun wish to reveal who it is, n many ppl tok abt their probs with me so from this point onwards, for simplicity, i'll jus stick to the person being a she). i mean its jus sad how a person would lie to you initially to get close to you(hypocrite) and den when they get together, just dump all the lies to you. i mean i've been given a gift by god to feel wat others feel. if someone tells me their story, i wld find myself in their position and really feel what they actualli went thro. so to tat fren of mine, obviously, even though its nt 100%, your anger in dat person has gotten you scared of being in love. i mean dun be. y shld u be?! tat person was a blardy jerk. a total sucker who shld b stab in the gutter and left to bleed dry. u may deny it, saying hes a nice guy and all.. but shit.. the very fact tat he lied to you from the start its the most obvious prove of how much of an asshole he is. i mean of cos the intention of getting close to you was good.. but lying is like totally not the way. so yah all i wan to say is... if u feel he's a jerk.. den YES.. he is a jerk. no maybes. no protecting him or watsoeva.. n jus move on with ur life.. put him in ur close chapter and burned that book. dun even rake up the past. dun tink tat all guys/gals are the same. to u mayb hes not cheating on u was good... ok.. so? so lying is good too den? they shldnt be any trade offs or opportunity cost in love.. i tink lying is the start of all the roots of evil. if u can lie to a person u love, u can do lotsa shits u prob didnt noe of. so lighten up. u left a jerk. let him rot!
i also would like to take this opportunity to say thank you to my beautiful and the nicest person, my gf for being such a wonderful partner to me. for beinng there for me all this time, for loving boring me, for loving ugly me, for loving fat me.. basically just loving and accepting me. i know how much of a dick i can be and im sorry if i've been that way to u.
and so ya... tmrw will be like the last day of fasting. i mean i gotten so used to it den i dun mind goin thro another mth of it. n i lost a good 4 kg! i totally didnt expect that cos i have neva lost weight during the fasting period. but oh well, i'll take it. so adios amigos.. will most prob blog again tmrw... need to play gameee.....
