man.. im so dead beat. went out with kelvin the kinky master yesterday.. the biatch made me wait for so long... as usual. haha but well.. he made up to me by keeping me company and making me feel a tiny wee bit betta.. haha..
its been a while since i had such a great conversation face to face so it was kinda nice to be able to do it again. tok about life.. his life my life... and the f*cking army life... i can't wait for the misery. lol
well i dun haf much to say coz im very deadbeat.. and still kinda down. thanks to all those who have shown their concern with sms-es and msgin me on my msn. appreciate it guys and gals. well im off to bathe now.. gonna eat seoul garden today! yeeha.. dat should make me feel betta.. at least for today.. Adios
the great talib signed off at 9:15 AM
May 03, 2005
the one where he chats with an old friend
goooooooooooooood morning.... life still hasnt changed for me (the bad part that is) but well..i just have to wait until the truth is truly reveal. on a super side track note altogther, got to chat and catch up with an old old friend yesterday. its been ages since we last chat and its a wonder how we still remember each other. hehe... but well.. like the old saying goes... friends live in your memories forever.. true i guess.. and im glad that she's having the time of her life.
And i guess i must changed my perspective about one thing... and that is 'friends only look for you when they need you'. i used to think that was super true.. (it is still true lah i feel but not to an extend dat everyone does it haha) but there are still friends who just come up and chat with me anithing under the sun... those are who i believe are the true friends. the ones who wants to talk to u abt the happiness, their loneliness, their sadness, their troubles and their miseries. the ones who will help u when u r in a fix. no doubt im blessed with knowing a lot of people... but what im thankful about is knowing there are friends who still remember you.
the great talib signed off at 7:08 AM
May 02, 2005
Yeehaa Im back ladies and gentlemen!
Well it has been a hell of a week for me since coming back from langkawi. Life just hasnt been the same. well first and foremost.. i like to thank adrian and kelvin... u guys are the greatest of pals.. glad i could turn to u guys in times of my difficulties. though we may have gotten further apart but im glad u guys are still my frens. Terima kasih and xie xie!
Well im not about to talk about my problems here... cos well.. if you are my fren.. you would ask me directly.. and even if u claim to b my fren... i might not tell u.. hahaha.. but if i dun tell u it doesnt mean dat u arent my fren.. its jus dat i dun wish to open up just as yet. oh boy tats difficult to understand. well thats me...
All i can say is that im goin thro a major crisis in my life. Kelvin said that im just thinking too much.. i hope you're right bro.. this is the first time i really hope you are right man...
I hope the answers would open up by this week.. till then... oh yeah.. forgot one thing. Happy Birthday Marcus Tay Jin Wee and JAcKson. May u guys get wiser as age grows older
